My Next Steps

I’ve been on a journey.

One of which I didn’t think I’d ever be on this path.

Currently, I am employed with Mosaic, a company that supports individuals with disabilities and autism.

It’s a humbling position since I have to get my hands dirty at times.

I’m learning how to cook, manage a budget, and care for individuals who depend on me to support their daily lives.

Most of my dreams have been about my work, and it’s incredible to serve these individuals.

The lesson I learned the most while working here is that I may one day find myself in their position.

Given my history with mental health, I definitely could have been in a group home or some other facility.

I’m deeply grateful for working in this position and no longer driving clients for Lyft.

It feels so good to have money in my pocket now.

It also feels good to know that I am seen as someone who is relied on for my role.

What’s funny is that a co-worker told me that I wasn’t crazy.

If only she knew of the 18 or 19 hospitalizations, the throwing feces while manic, the padded rooms, the restraints, the psychosis, and mania.

I’ve come a long way, and it’s only by God’s grace that I am who I am today.

Life is interesting.

To be able to serve and create is remarkable.

This won’t be a long thought. I want to say how much gratitude I have for my life and the fact that I survived my suicide attempt in 2021.

It seems wild to think that I wanted to end my life when there’s so much to live for.

Thank you for your time, and I wish you well.