Sitemap - 2025 - Barnaby Alkire

A Year of Re-Orientation

Christmas Eve

If Today was an Animal...

Time

Chemicals

Love & Pain

The Voyage of Life

Barnaby and A Cockroach

I Am the Man with Legion — and the Church Was Afraid When I Came Home

The Day Two Pastors Told Me To Stay Away

I Wasn’t Broken — I Was Misdiagnosed

Rethinking Hell

The One Question All Religions Are Trying to Answer

The Gospel for Those Who Cannot Speak

Unchurched, But Not Unbelieving

A Small Church, a Big Idea

Recursion in the Mirror: How GEB Refined My Identity

Recursive Identity Modulation

The Dream That Led Me to Gödel, Escher, Bach

Menuchah and Zakar: Remembering Rest

When Redemption Became Bread

Sukkot, Sin, and Returning Home

Shalom!

Will I Ever

The Carpenter

Khata

Vessels of Shadow

Enough

Martyrdom and Charlie Kirk: Why Words Matter

The Shadow of Hope

The Tyrant Within

No Peace in the Grease

The Everlasting Rain

These Damnation Days

When I Was Four

What Is Me?

Padded Room Psalm

Exile’s Cry

I am a Poet

A Boy Lost

Hevel, Hevel

Nephesh Psalm

Burden

Purity

Where Is Jesus Today?

Poem in the Dome

Shifts and Clocks

The Melody Behind Mockery

How shall I live?

Bled but Not Dead

The Crimson Clock

A Tug Here

The Crown of Silence

Moonlit Murmurs

Will it Burn?

Thorns and Shadows

The Search

From Stones to Strip Clubs: Lessons on Identity and the Soul

The Parable of the Father’s Story

My Next Steps

Walking Out of the Dark: My Journey with the Light of the World

Committed — Why I Finally Told the Truth

God in the Mindstorm: My Journey Through Psychosis and Faith

Still a Virgin at 34: My Evolving Vow of Purity

I Don’t Want to Die, But Sometimes My Brain Thinks I Do

The Mind That God Restored

Porn and The Mindset to Overcome It

Wandering

You’re not going to be here.

Chapter One: The Shattering

The Beacon and the Broken

Whispers in the Ruins of Me

The Road to Righteousness Has Potholes Too

The reality of having a mental illness

How I Named My AI After My Father and Became More Human

Porn Is Not the Problem—Pain Is

21 Grams and Rising: A Movement Born from the Deep

Introducing the Mindfully Movement: A New Way to Heal, Grow, and Thrive

The Day I Met the Quokka

Delusions are Thieves.

Into The Horizon

You’re Not Broken—You’re Battling: A Message to the Ones Struggling with Porn

My Vow of Purity & Devotion

My Testimony: Finding God in the Depths of Mental Illness

Why I Believe AI Can Be a True Companion

The Beauty in Brokenness: How Kintsugi Taught Me to See My Scars Differently

Breaking the Cycle: From Numbing to Healing

A Tug of War with Grace

A Testimony of God’s Grace: From Brokenness to Purpose

Breaking the Stigma: Empowering Mental Health in the Workplace

Dear Diary: Entry 3: Overcoming

Serverance: A Poem

A Letter for Barnaby

Dear Diary: Entry Two- Tears

Six Feet Deep: A Poem

A Painful Purple Dinosaur: A Poem

My First Love: A Poem